Love

Love. What is it and how can you describe it in a way that I might finally be able to know what love really is. When I or another teenager says "I'm in love!" we might actually know what it is we are really talking about, and I don't mean the dictionary definition or the answer you give to us when we're little. It seems to me that the word love is undefinable, everyone having their own definition of the word, yes some may be similar but in the end there is a slight change to it here and there. If I told you that love is when you are with another person and you feel so overjoyed just to be with them, that their presence made you feel safe and warm inside, that you are willing to make changes or sacrifices for them, and that their touch and/or kiss makes you feel electrified, would you agree with me 100%? Most likely you would say no, or you would agree with me to some extent. I don't know what love is, I want to know, and I don't mean sex or puppy love. I want to know what love is more than just the dictionary definition. I think I'm in love, but I'm not sure, he's the one that I can see myself marrieing. I think I'm in love...I think I'm in love... I think I'm in love...I'm in love...

Wishes

The people you want to date are the ones who you never seem to get. But people around you say that you should be dating them. When they finally want to date you they want to wait a little while, they're not ready yet. But why? You wait so patiently for them to finally begin to like you or even want to date you, and then when you finally get your chance you have to wait. So you wait because you really do like them and you really want to date them. Hanging on to their every word, trying to stay that special person that they want to date. You want to come a cross as fun, sexy, smart, sweet, shy, special, and just what they're looking for, but at the same time just be you. You flirt, you cry, you long for and sigh about them. But you wait, and if you're lucky they do finally ask you out. But in many cases, they find someone more well fitted to what they want, you don't get them, your dreams are crushed, you're ready to cry and you feel like a fool for waiting. But it felt good for the time the illusion was there, thinking you would get someone who is really and truly a great person. You where happy, you feel great, yet, once the illusion blows over you realize the truth and then it all sinks in, they did like you if only for a while, but now you're not what they want, and it's to bad for you. Have fun with that. I hope my wish comes true....because.......I like you....